Hey, guys.
My friends and co-workers teased me relentlessly (in the most friendly of ways) on Thursday because of a very pronounced and incredibly strange 'phobia' of mine. I use the term phobia lightly, because I'm not even sure if I can describe it as a fear, but a complete aversion to this certain thing. What is it? INNER ELBOWS!
Yes, you heard me correctly. The thin stretch of skin in the middle of your arm, the counter part to the elbow. I'm almost certain that my 'phobia' of inner elbows stemmed from sensory sensitivity, because in the past, while having blood drawn, I could literally FEEL the blood being pulled though my vein and up into the needle. I'm not afraid of needles, or of blood (both common misconceptions because of this issue). Anyway, I get incredibly nauseous at the mere sight of someone with one of those bandages you get after getting blood drawn. Same thing happens if I see someone scratch or touch their inner elbow, not to mention someone touching MINE. I bring this up, because I knew my issue was bad, but didn't know just how bad until Thursday.
We were doing a blood drive at work. I had to ask someone a question who was in the room. I walked in and immediately saw someone with the bandage, then I saw my boss, on a stretcher, her arm being held by the nurse, and I knew what was about to happen. Intense heat immediately shot through my body, my stomach lurched, and I began to get foggy. I had to run out of there as fast as possible!
That's the strangest phobia. I also have a passenger seat phobia. I have no problem being in cars, but I have to be driving or be in the back seat. If I am in the front seat, I freak out once a minute. If I see brake lights ahead, I freak out. If I see a red light, I freak. If I see a sharp turn, I freak. If I think we are too close to the line, I freak. I am the worst passenger seat driver you'll ever meet. I know the issue, of course...CONTROL. I absolutely can't stand not having control in that situation...the same reason I am petrified of flying (well, I have a heights issue, also...but once we are above the clouds, the height issue is no longer a problem).
Anyway, any of you have intense phobias related to your Asperger's? (ie. sensory issues, control/routine issues, social issues, etc)