I have been in work just over 3 and half years but never had a full year in due to depression, social phobia and now maybe Aspergers. The thought of work's terrifies me, life and the world does in general and being round people too long makes me panic so being in work as admin for a mental health team is such a struggle and even when Im there Im just coping.
I can only be in work so long before I need time away to recooperate and sort my head out.
There's talk of re-deploying me to data inputting or something that I would be more than happy to do but then scared if I cant cope with that, where else is there to go after that
I just want to be like the next person an go to work and earn money and then have mates to do stuff with but the fear I feel is too great a lot of the time x
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Michela x