aylissa wrote:
Do you like your job?
If not, what would you rather be doing?
I hated my jobs a lot more until I learned I had AS. Now, I'm happy just staying employed. My gifts keep me getting new jobs, but it is getting harder. If it weren't for knowing about AS, I would be very unhappy still.
Before, I didn't realize I was socially tone-deaf, so, like a really bad contestant on American Idol, I stood up on stage thinking I was hitting all the right notes, doing all the right things. From my point-of-view, it was terribly unfair that I was not succeeding in my career like I should. I was doing things nobody else could, I was making every effort to be the perfect employee, etc. I've come to accept that, on the upward sloping hill of my career, AS is a treadmill and that I should focus my definition of success on other things and just try to break even career-wise. It sounds depressing, I suppose, but career is just one aspect of life.