Hi.
I filled the application form to the University of Michigan (my dream college) a short while ago, but when I filled the form, I cried. I have neither the extracurriculars nor the higher-level courses (for academic rigor) needed to complete the form. I just feel unhappy because as an international student from a public school, there are only limited opportunities for me to go to my dream college. I think even with high SATs/ACTs (entrance exams to my dream college) I have a very low chance to be admitted into UM. And on top of all these, I am a HFA and I wonder how can this affect my admission process there.
It's not that I had never tried extracurricular activities. It's more of me not finding the area of interest I love in school that I can excel in. I have never taken leadership positions as I was unable to develop the social skills needed to interact in schools. As a result, I feel discouraged in school. In the past few years, I found the lessons kind of boring as I was able to understand and apply the concepts taught competently. Sometimes I even felt that the concepts were 'too easy for me'. However, as I had slacked in high school, I admitted not only I did not do my best in school, I even skipped higher-level classes needed to demonstrate 'academic rigor'. As a result, I have neither extracurriculars nor grades to be even considered for high school. And in view of all these above, I wasn't able to get good recommendations from teachers and counselors.
I feel unhappy, because the only realistic way to study at UM seemed to be transfers via community colleges in the US or other universities with good extracurriculars (which I may not do well in based on 'past experience') or to apply to their graduate schools. I don't like this, as I believe I will have more social responsibilities and less time to interact with the high-caliber faculty there. In addition, I'd love to watch Wolverines football games in the weekends...
Sob. Sigh. I think i will have to give my hopes... When I see my fellow classmates happily attending classes to prepare for a great career in law or dentistry or medicine (albeit at my local college), I wonder where else (other than the friendly private colleges in Singapore) can I go?
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Last edited by ruennsheng on 07 Dec 2009, 10:21 pm, edited 1 time in total.