winter wrote:
I'm sorry to hear that you are bummed out. I just got done writing a blog that goes into my own personal "wow is me". With luck you will end up having a great day. Feel free to read my blog, Either it will cheer you up and at the very least misery loves company.
OMG your blog scares me. Ok ok, I'll talk. I'll talk. My mom is more than likely Bi-polar too. She is causing me a problem. Its not like there is anything really new here. She is an Alcoholic. She plays the Victim role. No one loves me. No one talks to me. No one visits me.
Because of my Aspergers I never knew what I was doing when I communicate with her. All these years I have been FEEDING her information, mostly trying to avoid her getting crazy. And I became the black sheep of the family as if I was sided with her. My Brother and Father think that I am just as crazy as her.
But NONE of them know I have Asperger Syndrome, which is sad because my parents were the ones that signed the papers that allowed the school to put me into the Emotionally Handicapped class when I was a child. I just found out that I have High Functioning Autism about it 1 year ago (I'm 36) from my wife. And my wife has been working me through my problems. It’s a slow process. And I refused to FEED the monster (my mom) anymore information that day. I am not passing rumors from one side of the family to the other anymore. I'm done. I flat told her I would not do that. She got very weird after that, and I got very depressed.
29 Jan 2010, 1:20 am
