Valoyossa wrote:
When I have too much lessons in school I lose my eating-system, because I forget I should eat. When I had normal plan, I was very strict for myself. IBS bothers me.
My weight is 75 kg (165 lbs), it's nothing wrong, because I'm 180 (6'0) tall. But all my friends from school have reversed weight - 57. They're all shorter than me (about 165) and know nothing about too short clothes (what always seems too small, even if is too big). With them I feel big, heavy and clumsy. When I take photo, I look normal, but I feel heavier and heavier.
Maybe if I eat less, I would look more girly. Sweet girls can have loud deep voice, can't they?
165 lbs is well within the normal weight range for somebody your height. I think your issues may have more to do with your height when it gets down to it.
With that being mentioned, when I was in HS I was underweight until my senior year, when I got at the low end of the normal weight range. I was not anorexic, as I never thought I was fat. I just have a very fast metabolism, and do not gain fat or muscle easily. This also had to do with the fact my high school was 3/4s of a mile long with lots of stairs.
In my twenties I weighed between 135-140 lbs.
Now I weigh around 150-160 lbs, but this took a conscious effort to gain weight. I am 5'9", so I am in the upper part of the normal weight range. I figured this is the ideal weight for my frame.
I normally am active, as I walk 4-5 miles per day, I own a bicycle and avoid driving. I don't own a car. I also have a high metabolism. I never go to the gym, but I make alot of conscious lifestyle choices to keep healthy.
Luckily, I am one of those people who gain fat only in the places where it is okay, and I mostly have brown fat. I really don't have much of a gut.
I think I have an obsession about my "ideal weight range". I don't have a distorted view on it, as I don't see it like anorexics, that no matter the weight they are "fat". Its normal for women to have fat, I just want it to be in the right places, and I want to have a healthy body, not one that is to thin or too fat.