Is it odd to need to study a lot of almost never?
Personally, if I study a lot I forget all the material, so I have to pace my reading, etc. so I don't have to review much if at all.
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Balance is needed within the universe, can be demonstrated in most/all concepts/things. Black/White, Good/Evil, etc.
All dependent upon your own perspective in your own form of existence, so trust your own gut and live the way YOU want/need to.