I'm VERY sensitive to psychoactive substances of all kinds. Even SSRIs and such have a very profound effect in me, so I try to avoid taking most anything because of this. Alcohol has long since been a vice for me, but it really brings out my awkwardness in social situations. I'm usually very paranoid around people and when I drink, if the paranoia starts up again, I'm much less likely to be able to hide it (or calm it). Pot, which nice sometimes, makes me VERY intoxicated. Sometimes I get system overload from it due to how it heightens my senses. I enjoy the way it slows down my thinking though, allowing me to easily string together some of my fragmented thoughts. I also give into the substance a little bit, allowing myself to let-go of control so much, which is good for creativity. I don't hyperanalyze things quite as much, I just try to let things be as they are and to respect whatever it is at the moment. Astronomy is a favorite of mine when I'm like that... the science of it just "clicks." I enjoy tripping. Due to my need to control myself mentally, I can usually control trips when I feel the urge to do so. I can't stand stimulants or dissociatives. I really think that I'm just very sensitive to all chemicals, don't require as much as my friends or NTs might require to get into a similar state, and really need to see and understand the benefit from taking a substance prior to taking it. It's bad enough feeling bad sober, so if an illicit or OTC substance is being offered/prescribed and it's going to make me feel worse with little benefit (SSRIs), I don't see the point in polluting my body. The hangover isn't worth the high.