First off, let me start by saying I was diagnosed with OCD at the age of 6. My parents wanted a second opinion so I was taken to another doctor who diagnosed me with OCD and AS. I'm 17 years old now. Junior in high school. All of my life has been a struggle, but I feel like lately I've been able to keep myself under control, worrying less about things that society deems pointless, and picking up social norms more easily.
However, there is one thing that I've been doing since middle school that I cannot bring myself to stop.
Whenever I'm in my parents minivan, I really can't help but to taste the windows. I don't know why. There's something about the cool condensation mixed with the bland taste of the glass exciting my tongue. And once I start I feel like it's almost my job to make sure all of the window gets 'tasted," so it's really hard to stop. I think this is the OCD. My parents used to try to get me to stop, but now they just kinda accept it. In their car it's really bad. At first, I'll try to resist the urge, but eventually I'll lean my face up against the window. Then I just start to rub my lips against it. Pretty soon it will evolve into a kind of kissing, then licking. On long rides it gets really bad. My parents say it actually appears as if I'm making out with the window! In other people's cars, I usually can control it. However, now that my best friend Tommy has gotten his license we've been driving around a lot and I've started doing it in his car too. He said something to me earlier today about it, and I didn't know what to say.
Anyway, can anybody help me out with this? Has anyone ever experienced anything like this?
Thanks in advanced guys.