Yes, being drug free is ideal, but it's not always an option. I have bipolar and aspergers as well and I need my meds to survive without a doubt. According to my psychiatrist (who actually is aspie himself), antidepressants are bad news for people with bipolar. Zoloft induced manic episodes for me and made me a nutcase. I'm currently taking a cocktail including an anticonvulsant, antipsychotic, and mood stabilizer. All are at low doses but have worked miracles. For example, in college I went from having dropped out twice with a 2.2 GPA to working a 17 credit hour semester ending with a 3.9. Perhaps you should mention these drugs to your doctor...or even better find a new one.