I find myself hating humanity in general...

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Why, may you ask, am I saying this? I'm in one of my nihilistic moods, although suicide is definitely off the list. Why bother? Oblivion can't be better than this...

What is on the list are people I have begun to hate, and would like to injure/swear extremely profusely and loudly to their faces:

1. My father, for various reasons too numerous and too painful to relate here.

2. My aunt and cousin, for being selfish, shallow, and siding with my father.

3. Kids below the age of 13, for they talk loudly and ask too many questions and run about and scream, especially in libraries.

4. Dickheads who drive unsafely, without realising that each car is a WMD and CAN KILL!! !!

5. Scum who rape and murder (at the moment, my wrath is focused on those who raped Dianne Brimble, and caused her to die from GHB overdose).

6. Politicians and religious leaders, for obvious reasons.

7. The human race in general for being a bunch of stupid $#!ts who cannot get it together to live in at least a decent simulacrum of peace. They also expect ME to be selfless and altruistic, when they are anything but.

Probably by the next time I reply, I will have become a supervillain and am trying to take over the world.

So what exactly are you going to do about these numerous and troublesome issues?

Yeah, I feel pretty much the same way. I have basically no hope of humanity cleaning up its act, and think things will only get worse. I'm doubtful that within 50 years our global warming habbits will have improved because too many people are ignorant and selfish and like it that way, and considering how mutilated our environment will be by that point if we don't change our ways, for all we know the human race may only have about 50 years for our species to live as "comfortably" as (SOME of) us live today.

Well, I wasn't that worried about global warming per se (although I knew we needed some sort of nipping that in the bud). Thanks for adding to my fatalism.

As for my problems, Mitch, the first one can be solved quite easily. I would like to emasculate, paralyse and cut the vocal cords out of my father, but I think the problem will be solved once I get Centrelink (dole/social security for those outside Australia), and don't have to see him to get fuel/housekeeping money.

I'm also annoyed at Queensland Health, partly because of the mess it is in now, but mostly because it hasn't advertised enough forensic biology jobs. I've got my degree now (well, I graduate within a month), so why can't they advertise some $^&$^* jobs at Cooper's Plains, so I can work at their forensic labs???

The other problems, from 3 to 7, are unsolvable within society as it is, while 2 is actually more easily ignored.

If you're mad, vent. Go yell at your father. Hit him a few times maybe. Bottling anger is a common aspie trait, and rarely ends well(I can point to a few killers who had autism). Just vent the rage and be done with it.

And if I hit him? He'll hit me back, and harder. Besides, he'd then do me for assault, like the coward he is....

Wait to be provoked. Besides, if he's as bad as you say the judge won't mind much. And if he hits you, then you're just about even.

It sounds like you need a way to be able to get completely away from your father. I don't know what options are available for you to live separately from him, but it sounds like what you need most. I had to distance myself from some toxic family members, but I know that it isn't always easy to do, for many different reasons. Is it a possibility for you?

P.S. It bothers me too, that humans do such horrible things to eachother. It is d****ed depressing.

subatai, he is more of a verbal abuser, rather than physical.

Lae, thanks. I don't live with him (I live with my mum), but I still have to go see him. Until I get a job/the dole.

Is it possible to arrange to see him less often?

I am. I'm already getting arrangements for Centrelink, and I am applying for as many jobs as possible.

Last time I've been in a fight was in 6th grade, 1999. Since then, I've been bottling up all my anger and hatred of society, all while being the nicest person on Earth. The moment I no longer live with my parents and have some financial independence though, the world will quake in fear. The MagicJuggler shall become Supreme Lord of Earth, and woe becometh the person who opposes my will.

quatermass, i have totally been there. i wish i knew what to say to help.

some days, i just wanna go to bed and not wake up. *sigh*


good luck man.

-E

Good luck, I think you're doing a smart thing to make changes so you won't have to deal with your father. Hang in there.

Well, while Centrelink makes its preparations, I still got to see my father for a couple of weeks. Now that I am in a lighter, more sardonic mood, maybe I should say some prayers to a god I'm not sure exists.

well i'm pretty much the complete oppisite i could care less about anyone and i probably should keep what i was going to say to myself sense i see you seem to not like violence and i don't want enemies.

*shifty eyes*

sorry i can't be much help.

oh yeah there is one type of people i hate and those are like half the people on drunk duck. imean jeez someone post a comic and gets like 7 or 10 people on their ***** just because it's a sprite comic. believe me i know i made a sprite comic that got shot straight to **** and now i've given up spriting completely cause once one stuck up for me i was to discuraged to even think about picking up and moving on.
so those are the people i hate.

well at least i can relate a little.