I've had it!

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I keep trying. I keep working hard to make something of my life. But it doesn't matter how hard I work for anything, because the world just f**ks me over every time anyway.
If the world is going to insist on making life utterly impossible for me, that doesn't leave me with more than alternative. After today, I'm going to be done with all the g*dd**m NTs and all their f**king bulls**t forever. And for the first time in my life, I'm actually glad about something.
Goodbye everyone.

I truly hope that this post is only a cry for help/attention, and not what I fear it is.

Please remember that very bad decisions are easily made in a depressed or angry state of mind!

Life is only as hard as the next breath.

If you believe otherwise, you have found the cause of your suffering.

I would suggest calling a suicide hotline as soon as possible.

^^ Definitely.

Individuals with AS are like aliens abroad, just enjoy the adventure, but as Verdandi said phone a suicide hotline.

Mmhm. Even if you're not actually making plans, it's much better to start dealing with this earlier rather than later. Believe you me, you don't want to let it go until they stick you in a hospital psych ward, because those are the most boring places in all of existence. The highlight of your day is lunch. So yeah. Do something about this before that happens.

I know this won't sound like it's going to help - maybe you might even think me condescending - but things will get better. I know that from personal experience. You just need to be around for it to happen.

-Bill, otherwise known as Kraichgauer

You should call a hotline and get help.

Hopefully your tendency to fail will manifest itself in any attempt to commit suicide.

Look back. You may have missed something.

dp

Oh, come on, completed suicide is not a "success" any more than you can "succeed in quitting your job". It's what happens when somebody hasn't got any more strength to keep going, but still has the ability to think enough to plan a suicide... a dangerous position to be in.

Look, all you have to do is survive until things get better. That's all. You don't have to be some inspirational success story or anything. You just have to keep breathing. Whatever it takes.

Things do inevitably get better. Depression is episodic. Circumstances change. There are small good things among all the bad.

You can enter "suicide hotline" and your location (probably your country) into Google and you will probably come up with a number you can call. They can give you some advice on how to keep yourself alive.