Emoal6 wrote:
very possible, though its like the speculation that einstein and many others could have been. Its all based on everyone elses perceptions and what was characterized.
Yes, that is true...although if you read his journal, it to me, seems to have lots of 'clues'. For example it has wonderful imaginative stories, reference to his differing obsessions, (medical textbooks one part) drawings of the left-handed guitar he was designing, sketches for T shirts, and his concepts for the Nirvana Video's etc. etc.
Here is one extract I find somewhat interesting:
"Hi, I played the snare drums in school band from grades five to nine. During this time I didn't bother learning how to read sheet music, I just waited for the geek in first chair to learn each song then I simply copied him. I managed to do well without ever having to read music. It took me 5 years to realize how rhythmically ret*d I was as a drummer, so I sold some off my fathers guns then used the money to purchase my first six string electric guitar. I learned everything I needed to know from one week of lessons (from his uncle) which resulted in the famous musical knowledge of the louie louie chords" (Kurt Cobain Journals, pg 271.) This extract goes on with how he taught himself to play different songs, but that he realised he needed to write his own songs if he wanted to be any good.
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