rocklobster wrote:
To be honest, I feel the same way about Judas. I mean, we get very little info on the guy and he only comes up twice in the gospels. Once, when Mary Magdalene washes Jesus's feet with that very expensive alabaster ointment (the fact that it was expensive is an important plot point by the way. It's supposed to show how devoted she was to Jesus, the fact that she'd spend her entire wages on him instead of herself). Judas makes a big fuss about the fact that Mary is going so far out of her way. Then, of course, there's the betrayal scene. I want to know more about the guy and see just what led up to his betrayal. We got to see everything that led up to Peter's betrayal, after all. And his betrayal seems more honorable because unlike Judas, Peter actually repents. He and Jesus have a heart to heart and Peter becomes the first Pope. Judas, on the other hand, committed suicide. I believe Judas could've been forgiven, but he never gave Jesus the opportunity. If you want grace or forgiveness, you have to ask for it. That's why Judas's betrayal is more dishonorable than Peter's.
I don't think God has a point scale for sins, and while [being sinners] we cannot eradicate our tendency to do so [I cannot help rating fooling around with students as more heinous in academics than plagiarism], I feel we need to try to avoid it.
Judas - I know a guy who might go the same route - did not get forgiven because he didn't go the route Peter went. Difference in personality structure, 90% probability. It is important to note that except for some traditional speculations wde know nothing of Judas' motivation. Peter is easy - he was a blusterer who found out he was not as bold as he thought when surrounded by armed guards. Judas - some evidence he was a sneakier type, less out front.
But what else? Every so often you hear someone surmising he was doing it for good, to prod Jesus into doing something messiah-like. For all we know, Jesus arranged the whole thing, told him to go say such and so,
Best not to speculate.