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Hi everyone i am new to this website i was recently diagnosed last month with AS combined with a comorbidity factor of some delightfully what seems to be irreversable depression.

I am extremely interested in philosophy and i would like your opinion on my latest work. I am not religious i am more of a neo spiritualist.
Enjoy this writing and i hope to hear from you all soon


In The beginning there was everything. There has always been everything, and there will always be everything. Since the form or essence of everything you witness has always been in existence in one way or another exceeding any boundaries of the human prision known as time. In this there was no definate beginning only constant changing. The beginning stated previously refers to the space that filled our universe long before the earth and long before life. Eventually, however the Earth will return to that space and re-emerge again in a sequence with no specific order but intendly based upon the same criteria of infinite impossibility. It began in the space from which every child is born, from which every seed is hatched and from which every soul returns to. It is a space containing any and all knowledge ever learnt or thought of. It is every memory ever kept. It is a space filled with nothing but pure energy. A Collection of eternal spirits or essences. A collective soul. Within this space of massive energy is a being made completely out of its own entirity. This space or being has a collectiveness and a conciousness. It is all seeing and all knowing and perfect because it is the unity of all in existence. This conciousness is what humans may call a god.
This "God" loves patterns as it has always loved them. THis God was filled with three main presences. The Good or Positive The Negative or Evil and the Neutral or Unchangable. In Human science these things have been catergorized as Protons, Neutrons, and Electrons. This "God" liked to put order to his chaotically energic form. This "god" arranged some of the energy particles into patterns within himself he shaped thousands of different variations. Patterns are eternal but they are all generally made out of shapes that are recognizable. Our Universe is Eternal and Repetitive. All things connect in patterns. God knew that the patterns could would and will continue to grow larger. "God" knew the different patterns would eventually take thier own individual forms as they achieved their perfection. These forms are the four elements we recognize most here on earth. Earth, Wind, Fire, Water. Eventually the patterns gained enough knowledge to create the very earth itself. In this God made from his pure energy our MATERIAL reality. As he had many times before and would many times more. This creation took only a second in the timelessness of space that is the distance between us and god. But millions of years in the comprehension that is considered merely human. God pushed the earth away and into the deep abyss of our physical universe. Our Material world was made to keep us away from the mysteries of eternal life. However god stayed close enough for us to see it, tiny in the sky during the day which then moves to watch the other side at Night. Parts of god or individual souls seperated from gods form and were born on this material planet in the forms of humans, trees, children, Flowers, Bees, Birds, All living creatures anything that can have a story. This gave the earth motion vibrancy color and life. Everytime a Child is born he leaves the embodiment of god for the body created for them here in on earth.


We are all Spiritual Creatures on a Physical Journey. The Distance that god put itself from us causes some souls to get lost. They contribute to the energy that blows the wind turns the seas brings life to the fires Shifts the Earth and creates the miracles of reality. Humans have learned to channel this energy to light their lights to fuel thier machines. They do not know what energy truely is and it is not their fault. The Humans that abuse electricity and power for greed will return to earth in the next life ONLY to CRANK THE GEARS OF the machine they have built. Each individual soul has existed long before the physical and material world you see before you. IT chose to leave gods form and it chooses to return to it. When someones life is taken from us abrubtly its because they are required to return sooner or later and the sooner arrived first. In this you must understand we are ALL GOD all together we are perfect. To perfect yourself here on earth is to eternally become part of god. Humans were made to forget where we come from. Im also just not speaking of your mothers womb. We are all programmed and MADE to be ignorant. However we are also made to learn and have knowledge. We are here for own self indulgence, to attempt to attain all the things we cant have while holding a metaphysical pattern. Our purpose to perfect ourselves it's our rigourous concept to achieve eternal freedom. Our ultimate indulgence is to exploit everything around us. Our ultimate goal is to achieve a kind of love or timeless understanding that is not found in our material items. WE Existed before matter. Remember Matter is fleeting as is time. Time is what we put on top of our heads to remind us about things that matter but to put a time limit on the matter means that no one can truely attain everything they think they can on this physical level of existence. All thing happen because they were made or were ment to. Outside of our earth there is no true time there is no true "space" there is no true Emotion outside of our Earth it is perfect. Live and Die and it will all fall together.

I figure i have most of the unseen almost figured out...
I am currently compiling all of my notes like that to form a book .

Hello Machine_Elf,

Good luck with the book.
It's hard for me to comment on anything specific; there's lots of detail & ideas to fit in two paragraphs, also i must go to work soon.

But what is this nonsense about 'irreversable depression' ?
Where do you get this idea from?

Hi!

Welcome to Wrongplanet!

I hope you enjoy posting here!

hi Machine_Elf. welcome to wrongplanet.

if feels as if my depression has like fused itself with who i am. like... i was over 12-14 different medications in 2-3's year alone. Like i wish i could show you the amount of garbage they kept pumping into my system. Unknowing that i already had this disorder they put me on the following medications
Ritalin//Concerta i started out on ritalin when i has 5 they switched me to Concerta when i was 15 when i started to get angsty confused upset over small things like redundancies around 16-17 they mixed my ADD medicine with these 3 following over a period of 5 months.
Rispiradol(made me hear voices)
Lithium(made me gain 20 pounds)
Zyprexa(made me gain 32.5 pounds)
*when i wanted to lose the weight they switched me onto
Lamotrigene(Gave me a Psychotic episode)
Paxil(made me kill myself) *psych hospital adventures are scary*
after i killed myself they gave me rounds of HALDOL
Fluxotine( made me feel like a zombie)
Seroquel ( made me feel like a zombie)
Geodon was taken as a mix with
Zoloft (furthur progressed the zombie like state to the point where i could barely get out of bed so i attempted suicide again)
I was in a psych hospital for 3 months after that
They decided to put me on more medications no matter how much i told them i didnt need MORE medications.
Citralopram These two pills tranqulized me past the point of existence and i basically "stared out a window for a month and a half"
Clonazepam

Finally i was seen by a different doctor in the Woodstock regional psych hospital and he said that we should perhaps start anew instead of pumping round after round of antipsychotic into my system everytime i got upset for a systematic redundancy or a contridiction.
There you have it

I am off the hospital junk now and i feel like im actually functioning again im getting some happiness back into my life slowly but its going long and arduent road
Its been 2 years sense i've been on anything provided to me by a hospital
But they said i pretty much have cronic depression and almost an entire like of emotions now. I still laugh but you cant really see it in my eyes.

Phew.. seems like you've had tough time, sorry to hear that.
Sounds like you're on the right path to recovery though; clearly that hospital junk did no good.
Be careful with the other stuff too- i know.. this is the first time i've been sober in over a decade, and it's not too bad.

It makes me angry to hear people being told that they have, for example, 'incurable' depression.
I've known people with 'terminal' cancer who've had spontaneous remission; many people are told they will never walk again, and yet do.
Giving people the suggestion that they will never walk again, or have x weeks to live, or are a 'cronic' case, should not be allowed.
Do not buy it.
'They' are not psychic.

im starting to learn a little bit more everyday that i am. in a way they finally listen to what i've been telling them under all levels of "tranquil"ization

Your philosophy reminds me of someone I know online.

I find that an interesting statement.



I've heard the argument used against abortion that the soul begins at conception. But with this statement taken into account, the soul begins before conception, and if that is the case, abortion would be preserving someone's status as a 'god'.

Check this Google Group out: http://groups.google.com/group/Aralan .

Oh, and welcome to Wrong Planet!

hi welcome to wp