I feel your pain man. Half the time when I try to sleep, even if I am absolutely exhausted, my brain will become flooded with thoughts. Strangely enough, I usually make decisions in ways to better myself (such as going to the gym etc.) when lying awake at night, but when I finally drift off and wake up, I'll just think "f@ck it" about all my plans to be a better person. My brain is a very fickle thing, it can't ever make its mind up. Mind you, all the drugs I've done probably don't help that in the slightest... I'd go to the doctors if I were you, you should be able to be something prescribed to send you off to the land of nod.
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