will we end up in asylum

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my genetic structuring is such that both my parents and their sides of family had mental history
suicides, divorce are common phenomenon
its difficult to even tolerate my parents for 2 seconds because they are abusive, voilent etc
i am cut off from my cousins actually they are anti social
i dont have much of social life
at workplace i sit alone most of the time
i feel i might end up in asylum or mental institution in the long run
anyone else feels the same.........is any other aspie ended up there
due to loneliness, isolation etc

Yeah sometimes I feel that way, but I don't know that it will be in the long run. I'm thinking its not unlikely that I could end up in a psych ward for at least a short amount of time if I cannot bring my stress level down which is unlikely since my life is kind of going downhill, not that it was ever really going uphill...but such is life.

Been down that road, and it's not a good memory. I was depressed, suicidal, and probably psychotic at the time so I definitely needed help. I resented being there though, felt completely overwhelmed and refused to speak. They ended up just cutting me loose when the insurance ran out.
My mom ended up in the same place a couple of years after that. She had an episode where she thought everyone was trying to kill her, packed us up to a battered women's shelter and then to her parents. I was later told it had something to do with her thyroid not working.
Just keep reaching out, and find whoever you can to talk to, either personally or professionally. I've been where you're at, you just have to stay strong.

i just got out of the mental hospital for really bad depression and psychosis
i tell you what they treated me like s**t in there
1 thing it made me is made me more aggressive
but more mentally disorganized
seroquel has got me dizzy 24/7 now
i dont know how else to stop the psychosis because my "asperger" diagnosis any mentioning of psychotic symptoms are completely ignored. im starting to think i have schizo-affective caused by prema birth/dev delays not asperger..

but you know compared to me, or us, there are people in there A LOT worse off

its no place for sensitive people
we need time alone and all the chaos in that fucken place still has my head spinning

i don't think i will no'r do i think you should i hope that something big will hapen soon and somehow people with aspergers syndrome will be incorporated into the new world. might sound foolish to think something big will happen but if you look at all the movement going on in the world it seams strange to think nothing will happen.

i always thought that insanity was like a explotion into the realm of possibilities, far from a dead end.

hahaha i know what u mean, sometimes it feels like thats exactly where ill end up and sometimes i wonder whos gonna put me there, someone else, or myself just to get away from everyone and everything.
Ive been taken to a mental hospital once for a 3 day evalutaion and it wasnt that bad (then again i was a minor at the time) that concluded i was chronic paranoid schizophrenic cuz i argued with my parents and im mexican, thus i was somehoe having delusional thoughts (that i shouldnt get yelled at and hit for no good reason were my thoughts, real delusional huh?)
and well they let me go after the mandatory 3 days cuz they had nothing on me for real......but that place sucked as far as help goes....even the orderlys told me to just act normal, just pretend ur getting better cuz its worse if u actually needed help cuz they didnt do much for that. I feel like id go to one yet id feel i may go more insane within one :/

@sweetleaf
why u don't want to associate with normal people
i would love to associate with them
provided they entertain me.