So, yeah, i am so tired of the bs in my life. I concluded that it was all coming from my father, who is an abusive narcissist. Once I told him off, he sent me angry email and text, basically spewing more bulls*** at me. Then, my aunt, his sister, got involved. We discovered that she is really really messed up, as much as my mom kept telling me. Am I surprised? Yes, because there was this veneer over the both of them my whole life. They f***in' talk down to me like I'm a small child and tell me how to live my life, despite having no interest in the actual details. So, they are out. However, I am dealing with the issue of having completely shut my father and his sister out of my life. Um, I have all these feelings, and they are difficult to deal with. As anyone else been in this situation? Help with feelings? I am having difficulty, also I am obsessing. It's very obnoxious. Grr.
Also, what's with people who only think of you as a child, when you've clearly aged? Time isn't *that* relative, lol.
I need to vent. Thanks for listening.