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Had the mother of all melt downs, packed my bags and at around 7 am I walked all the way through the countryside to where the highway started and went all the way to my grandmother's retirement home. I packed a knife for protection. It was only 3.5 miles but I was terrified my parents or sister would drive up to catch me so I frequently ducked into bushes while hearing a car coming. It was almost fun.

I finally arrived at the nursing home and greeted grandma after she finished breakfast. We talked and I told her some things and we played several games of checkers then sat on the porch. She called my parents who apparently were never once aware that I "ran away". No one really cared very much at the house. Mom finally did come to pick me up, since grandmother refused to let me walk back home in the 107 degree weather. I talked angrily with mom and shared a lot of things that have come to fruition in my head, what I thought were paranoid dreams were reality. I cannot share them but the end for me is coming soon. My meds no longer help me, they use to cheer me up and make me happy but now I am still sad and they just make me less violent. Well I didn't take them today and am done.

Truth be told, I will not be posting here much longer I think. My end is coming and I'm finding peace with that. I keep my trusty knife close to me and have blocked up my door. I made several confessions to my mother after informing her of my intuition and am well aware that everyone will turn against me in the end. I came in preaching the truth to my sister, knife in hand, as I stepped into the threshold of our house and managed to scare off both her and the boyfriend. They are gone. For how long I can't say.

I am not going to kill myself, this is no suicide message, but I have seen my death and it is a fact. I will be destroyed but I will fight to the end with my weak, meek body. I may do no harm but I will fight and I will rend and tear all those who try to hurt me. I will be overwhelmed and killed however.

Goodbye everyone.

This is simply a repaste I have made and posted on other places. The truth came to me, I've had dreams and visions my whole life but treated them as nothing but such until recently. I do not expect to be taken seriously, most, if not all of you, will embrace this and view it as utopia or paradise. Some origin on the name "Planet Africa" before you read my warning. The name has nothing to do with the African race, it simply places tribute to Africa as the place where human life was first found, the fossilized Eve. Earth will not be called Earth.

The End is coming but you will never notice
It is planned
The oceans and lakes will be drained to make room for more settlements as population increases
Trees and forests will be destroyed, the color green will become an anachronism
Mankind will exalt himself and synthesize food such as meats and wheat from saved cultures in numerous labs.
Animals will serve no purpose, existing only as disease vectors, a risk to humankind
They will be destroyed.
Every blade of grass will be cut and burned so as to reveal the hiding places of parasite blood suckers
Ponds will be drained and perfected pesticides will be sprayed into the air, killing every insect for man will find a way to prevail over nature and defeat the ecosystem.
The forests of the world will be cut, burned and paved over for more settlements to nurse humanity.
Again, man will prevail over this with his superior sciences that will supplement the flaws and capriciousness of nature.
Chaos will not be tolerated in any shape or form.
There will be more floods, hurricanes, tsunamis,tornadoes or monsoons.
There will be no disease.
There will be no famine.
All food will be made, sterilized and perfected for your consumption.
Gardens will be illegal to keep, to tend a garden you must recieve special education and a license. You will not
keep a garden for pleasure but to be a vanguard for humanity.
The tree will become equated with the swastika, a symbol of vile oppression.
Nature and its chaos will be remembered as the new Third Reich, the hateful, barbaric enemy that wanted to destroy and conquer.
Man over all else will be exalted.

The Planet Earth will no longer be Earth, it shall be dubbed The Planet Africa.
The true nature and goal of humanity will be revealed and perfected. People will continue to watch the same vapid entertainment, they will watch holographic 3d projections of jungle worlds with strange creatures, stare in awe and not for a moment miss what once existed in their own world.
People will not read but instead be entertained by the basest of entertainment, orgies of blood and violence and sex. Despite the chaotic nature of these shows, they will be contained and people will be desensitized and unmoved. There will be no art. Art too will become an anachronism.

Death is the only respite, the great oblivion is the only escape from this imminent future. This vision. The majority readily accept this future, hungrily. This utopian future. You must act soon, for even death will be defeated. On Planet Africa there will be no death. People will not die. You will become a mindless slave, less than an ant serving a queen.

Death is the only escape. Planet Africa will not be a place of free thinking or will, it will be a place of order and even things like humor will be controled. People will all laugh together at the same vapid things, emulating the old ways. I see it now, its here. Planet Africa is upon us, closer than you think. It will be a world lacking color, a world that think it has a heart but really does not. You all will accept it gladly as utopia, like fools.

I rebel against all of you, I take death and the sweetness of oblivion. Hell is better than Planet Africa.

Go now, hail Planet Africa, exalt the grand destiny of humanity! Mankind's true aspiration, its true goal. You are confused now, perhaps you think I'm crazy, but in time you will see I was right. By then it will be too late, you will accept this in multiple stages. First you will feel shock, then anger, there will be no depression for you won't have time to dwell on it very long. Soon enough you will come to realize, in your damned minds, that Planet Africa is a "good" thing. Maybe it is, for humankind.

I rebel against Planet Africa, much like how Prometheus and Lucifer rebelled against their superiors. I will follow their examples.I stand against you all as your enemy.

When I am gone you wil care for a few moments but the great change (it soon coming) will "adjust" your perspectives. Woe to the young, the children
and praise the old and near death. Those will be spared your horrible fate that you will readily gobble up like pigs at a trough.

Planet Africa is real, I have seen it in my dreams, in visions, throughout my life. Only now do I fully realize its meaning. You are all more damned than me. You will have no escape. This is my warning to you all, though you will not heed it because the only escape is destruction. Heaven and Hell do no matter, Planet Africa is a far worse reality. Death is the final rebellion, your final chance at freewill before its stripped from you and your families. You will be like castrated animals, you will not desire or notice. You will enjoy your predicament.

"Good" and "bad" will switch their meanings, objectively. It will come so swiftly. All culture will be erased, destroyed. Like nature before, culture and race will also be regarded as evil and wrong. A single race will emerge. Humanity will be the new religion, that ushers in this "paradise". You will have no desire to rebel soon enough. Now is the time. You do not have the means or the power to survive the offensive, but you are a cell in a single giant organism. That is what they want. Death is the only defiance.

It will be an abomination to everything yet people will accept it happily for all the reasons I list. All of you will. This is not a matter of religion, this is the future. You will no choice yet you will feel that you did the whole time.


I openly announce my knowledge and rebel against you all first. I know and I plan on dying but I sleep with a butcher knife now, eagerly ready to inflict pain on those that come for me. Do as you please.

Good bye.

1. what is your real name or it could be ur blogg name: Daniel
2 Age if you want to tell it: 25 years old
3. sex: Male
4 Country: United Stated
5 number of brothers or sisters: 1 sister
6 Occupation: unemployed, will be student (soon)
7: favorite color or colors: it depends on the context and how it is used but I guess generally: light green, blue, black sometimes but not always.
8 favorite number: 9 or 7
9 career or major you are currently doing: Probably art or english/lit when I start school.
10 any pets: 1 cat and 1 dog
11 if you die the next day what is one thing you want to on the bucket list: http://www.flymig.com/
12 favorite movie of all time: hard question: maybe Alien, Heavenly Creatures or Dark City.
13 favorite actor or actress: Emma Stone or Ellen Paige (basing this off of looks, I'm not really into actors and following them)
14 genre of movies you like: scary supernatural or occult themed movies and I like most movies made in Eastern Europe (with subtitles). Also like Godzilla movies (kaiju flicks)
15 who inspires you: All the artists and musicians that I want to emulate/be like who's creativity inspires me. Musicians like Brian Eno come to mind
16 favorite director: Ridley Scott (because of Alien and Prometheus)
17 favorite word or lingo: I don't like any slang or "lingo" but lately I've been liking the word "retinue".
18 calm place you like to go to? ideal place? beach at night but I'm usually forced to just go into my room and calm down with music
19 fixation on what do you love: mecha (giant robot shows from Japan), godzilla movies, military aviation, the ocean, certain colors, certain fabrics (pure cotton), writing, aesthetics, occult, prehistoric animals (mainly sea creatures).
20 how many best friends you have best: 0
21 hobby: video games, reading, writing, art (soon), want to get back to work on putting model planes together too but my hand eye coordination is so bad! I also like to jog at night.
22 describe one word about yourself: Obsessive.
23 are you interested in a relationship for now: No
24games you like to do: video games I guess?
25 sports; love or hate? hate
there you have it now it your turn.....

I was a good little girl mostly. I only had issues with several teachers, most notably in the 6th grade. I didn't like for others to bother me so I believed the best way was to stay out of sight of trouble.

Some people don't consider themselves the gender that they are. Get off Neue about that please.

I've pushed four babies out of me so there is no disputing which one I am, but not everybody has that luxury. Don't worry about it, wait and see what, if anything Neue posts about that. It's not like Neue's junk is our business.

This. I am a bit concerned for them..but it would have been best not to share the PM's publicly, only tell us that you were sent them and rough themes behind them. We really don't need a WP member's dirty laundry aired out in the open. It only makes matters worse esp. if they see this.

I would contact them and tell them to ditch the knife, though. If they don't want to be a puppet to their supposed fate, then surely not having the knife would prevent them being overwhelmed in a battle with it (or more importantly, prevent them from killing their parents due to a lack of medication or psychiatric care).