Do I have an inferiority complex or depression?

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Often, I imagine myself looking morbidly pale calling the ones I long for, master despite that I am a guy who prefers women. This dream me is often trembling for their love and collapsing, even looking like a doll dressed in butler uniform but the eyes look like something depressing you would see in an anime, I hope the person likes the food, but there is sad child-like instruemental music in the background. This has been with me to some degree for years.

not inferiority complex or depression. sounds a bit like masochism.

Not sure if that's it because pain is something I avoid as much as possible.

Not masochism, submission. Different things. Masochism is about pain. Submission is about power exchange. I would recommend reading up about BDSM.