metalab wrote:
I am typically a very disciplined, structured person, and I do things orderly and timely, and have alot of self control.
But there is one thing about me that is just whack that I have little control over, and it's my circadian rhythms. They are just all over the place and I have been this way for a long time.
I typically cannot force myself to go to sleep before 1 am. It takes alot of will to get myself to sleep at an early, regular time.
If I am not working, and don't have a schedule to follow, my sleep cycles will just go all over. I will stay awake for like 20 hours, sleep for 10 hours. And my daily cycle will like cycle around the clock, so I will wake up at 10 am, one day, 12 am the next, 2 pm the next, 4pm next, 6pm next. If I have no schedule I will fall asleep and wake up at a different time everyday.
Is this common of autism? Do any of you have whacky circadian rhythms and find it really hard to control your sleep schedule?
40 years of this s**t. Schedules and work don't help me. I've lost jobs because I can't sleep when I'm not working then I'm tired when I am working. Sometimes I'm awake for 24-48 hours and just walking around in a daze but still can't fall asleep. It's gotten a little better but I'm still unable to function in a world run on normal schedules. People have told me to get a night job but sometimes I sleep at night other times I don't, it's always shifting.