I don't know how to help you because I absolutely adore public speaking. I'm nervous beforehand, but as soon as I get up and start talking, I'm in my element. It's a way for me to ramble on about my "special interests," and NT's respect me while I'm up there. I have the knowledge- they listen. This is why I'm thinking about being a professor. Due to my dislike of eye contact, I usually look at the peoples' heads or mouths or, like others have said, at the wall. I wish you the best of luck, though!
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Helinger: Now, what do you see, John?
Nash: Recognition...
Helinger: Well, try seeing accomplishment!
Nash: Is there a difference?