HeyimJoel wrote:
I just can't see myself getting anyone and its making me depressed. I am 21 with no job, virgin, weird and don't talk too much in public, I feel hopeless and a waste of space.. Being nice doesn't get me anywhere but I can't help it. I feel like I don't have enough faith in myself and it completely turns woman off. Do I have any chance?
Sucks to see that your low perception of self has gotten you in a bind. :\
But honestly I prefer to be alone myself however it's one of those things that I think women in general are more aware of since we are told things like "if you don't love you, no one will".
So it's kinda expected sadly that guys have this self confidence. I could go on about false gender dichotomies and what not but that gets nowhere.
Start with the small things and work up to larger problems that affect your ability to love yourself.
If anything when I feel down at times I just remember times when I have been told thank you and such and such vs what I have failed at doing.
Every person matters. But it all comes down to whether or not you have the motivation to change for the better.
So I think this is something far deeper that a relationship cannot and should not solve. Because it creates unhealthy dependency.
For me given my Anxiety Disorder that puts me at risk of putting myself in harms way for someone else's happiness in order to obtain my own.