I've got friends who are deeply, intensely, connected and happy, and they have an incredible sex. Also they are intellectually, emotional and sexually they are thrilled by each other. They are the most amazing couple I have ever met in my life.
He is AS and she is NT. He is very skinny and she is a few stone bigger than some folk see as ideal (but fit and active, just very curvy, very voluptuos, very lovely).
He never "dropped his standards" (weird words strange people), he just fell in love and became totally utterly complete in his life because they are meant to be together. He wasn't influenced by socially defined weird and stupid crap such as "standards".
If he had cared so much about what size is meant to be attractive he wouldn't be happy with the one life that he has been given.
Instead because he got turned on by the sharpness of her brain, the kindness of her heart, her spirit, character, soul, humour, and her massive enthusiasm for sex...she became the very definition of beauty to him. Ones lovers become beautiful in a way that you can only understand if you get past all this "standards" stuff. Its bollocks pal, get past it.
Instead of being lonely and frustrated, he is f*****g himself crazy and living the one life he has fully with someone who he sees is uniquely beautiful.
That really happens to people.
You chose your life. Why don't you give it a go, to see how it goes? what have you got to lose by experimenting to see how you really feel? Do you really think you know yourself so well? I've spent my life finding out extraordinary things about myself that I didn t know.