Odd Symptom

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I have been experiencing a weird symptom when under stress. It's been going on for about a year now.

When I get stressed out, over-stimulated, or pressured, I lose the ability to form words correctly and speak well. Sometimes I can't get words out at all....other times I can get words out but I keep repeating words over and over. Sometimes I can't get more than a couple out at a time.
It's baffling. I can only really explain it with examples.

If I'm stressed out I usually am verbally fluent until I have to explain the situation to someone. Then I start losing words, can't look at the person, start over-gesturing, and all my thoughts rush at me so fast that I can't sort them out and form sentences with them. I repeat, stutter, halt, and get very frustrated.
On a more severe scale I will become non-verbal and my thoughts will slow down. Words run into my mind really slowly, and I notice things slowly.

If I'm over-stimulated by any kind of physical stimulus I won't find myself non-verbal until it's too late to get away to a calm place. I will be so focused on the pain of the sensory problem that I don't realize that I'm unable to speak.

If people pressure me to answer quickly, I can't organize my thoughts quickly enough to formulate a coherent answer. Often I get only a little bit out; in extreme situations I go nonverbal.

I don't think its selective mutism because I cannot predict it; it can happen when I'm by myself or when I'm with people. My psychologist called it involuntary mutism because I can try to talk but can barely do so.

I'm not sure what this is. Everything, including my synesthesia, is screwed up when this happens. Perhaps it's some kind of shutdown?

I've experienced this too occasionally. I just think of it as part of an overload, and do my best to retreat to somewhere quiet. I don't get the repetition, but words become very difficult to form coherently.

I pull out my eyebrows in response to stress. It sucks.

Involuntary mutism? Sounds like a shutdown. Maybe that's what the psychologist meant by involuntary mutism.

Sounds like a form of anxiety to me, possibly in response to sensory overload. I used to get stuff like this A LOT as a child and young teenager but ultimately grew out of it. I still am "at a loss" for words and my affect goes super flat in these situations, but I'm not nonverbal anymore.

I think my sensory processing got better as I got older. Is it possible yours has simply gotten worse?

Sounds like alogia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alogia
Or some other kind of aphasia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aphasia

Does selective mutism go along with catatonia?

Because when I shut down I can go catatonic, but if I try to stave off the catatonia then I lose speech.

It sounds like the effects of anxiety. I get some of this.