Hi all,
I've been reading a lot on this website lately, and with my upcoming assessment looming I thought I'd say hello. I am a 24 year old female. I've been in and out of mental health establishments without a clear answer to my issues for some years now. The penny dropped in January when someone mention Asperger's to me. I think I may have it. It's scary to me, but also a 'hallelujah' moment to realise that there could be a good explanation for the way I am. I have been referred for formal assessment which should be 6-8 weeks time.
I have been diagnosed with panic disorder, social anxiety disorder, and in my teenage years I went through an episode of psychosis thought to be caused by being bullied.
I daydream excessively and this is what drove me to go back to my GP. I have created an immensely detailed 'other world' in my head where I talk to people and experiment with social interaction.
I am intensely passionate about animals (they are my one true love!). I write a lot. When I want to learn about a subject it becomes somewhat obsessive, to the extent I will spend most of my waking hours researching it.
Despite my anxiety I think I put on a good 'act'. I think this leads people to believe I am competent. They probably think I have lots of friends - I have none.
I may or may not be an 'aspie', but I guess I'll soon find out.
Either way, it's great to 'meet' you all
Hi there. Like most of us, it sounds like you've been through quite alot. Anyway if you want to talk, just send me a message.