treblecake wrote:
What kind of hallucinations, is it you seeing things wrong out of the corner of your eye or is it seeing something which isn't there in your clear vision?
They're usually in the corner of my eye, but they're very, very vivid. Occasionally, my mind will also distort things I cannot see clearly. Another thing: sometimes I see shadows that shouldn't be there. I'll see them and there's nothing, well, causing them. That's the reason I doubt it's schizophrenia or anything like that. They'd be clearer if that was the case, no?
seaturtleisland wrote:
How frequent are the hallucinations?
They happen almost every day.
seaturtleisland wrote:
Do you know they are hallucinations while you are having them or do you think they are real?
Um... both?
I don't believe in any supernatural/paranormal phenomena, but it
feels absolutely real. Every once in a while, I'll start to believe that something exists completely unprovoked. For instance, at this very moment, I'm deathly afraid of this deformed, hunched-over humanoid creature creeping up on me, so I'm constantly looking back behind me. As much as I want to convince myself it's not real, I just
can't.
I think the most likely explanation for all of this is simply my overactive imagination. I'm a writer and an artist, so imagining things is part and parcel. Still, it is impeding my work and my sense of well-being, so I'd really like to fix it.
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