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Married To my Beautiful Wife Dana, She completes me, But i like to have time alone and get slated for taking time out.

I have my own workshop in My house that we've spent the past two years doing up. I like to sit in here and resort through things (Things are never quite how i want them) . I love to just listen to music and let the world pass by ,

Tonight we had another argument, i dont like them. I hate shouting and fighting. She stormed off and went to bed. after doing the dishes, I hate moaning about things to her but its the little things that irritate me like the dishes being left to pile up. I like the kitchen being clear, it took me so much hard work to build it and i hate seeing it just being left a mess.

She hates drying the dishes cause off the fluff from the towel so i always end up putting them away because i hate seeing them left out.

But tonight when i was drying the Kitchen Knife i couldn't help to think " What is life really , would it really be that bad if i were to just slit my Throat and get it over with, Life just seems to be a repeat of the day before but all im doing is getting older\". Im still here but i cant help but wonder , would it really be that painful would i go quick?? . I dont want to hurt her or leave her with the house to deal with, but sumtimes i wish i could just Go.

It's interesting. You have acquired what a lot of folks on WP can only dream about - a house and a wife. Yet, towards the end of your blog, you want to end it all with a kitchen knife. The rest of us can learn from that. Material gains aren't the be-all and end-all to happiness. We could very well get the wife, kids, mortgage, retirement plans, dog, cat, and suburban friends but still be miserable as hell. BTW, I hope your lot in love improves.