There is military conscription in Estonia for 17-27 years old male. I have to pass it, but I don't want to do it for many reasons. I am not diagnosed yet.
First of all, I am most of the time muted, it is very hard for me to find a reason to talk with others and when someone talks with me, (usually) I will use simple body language to answer (only yes and no questions). But It is difficult to understand complicated body language. When I have to answer something fast, I can't do that at all, it takes several seconds to answer or I have to be prepared the answer in my head.
Secondly, I have medical problems, which results me going down slowly with physical activity. I have breathing difficulty, I have had it at least since age of 3, breathing by nose for some time leads to being dizzy, I have to breath through mouth so it looks like yawing for others. I can not run more than few hundred meters at time, it leads to panting. I got some heart problems too, heart skips some hits. When I was young, I had some kind of heart disease, it was very painful in heart when I was walking.
I have some sensory problems. Sunlight can be painful for me and blind me. I got hearing problems too, I can not filter talking from noise, it ends up as a mess. Loud and sudden noises can "paralyze" me for few seconds, I automatically close my eyes and I can't control my movements (I am trying to make myself small). Also loud noises makes me aggressive towards people who are talking.
I have a big tic problem, I don't remember a minute without a single tic. Some tics make some body parts tired and/or painful. It might be a tic but I am not sure, when I move my larynx area, it produces a click sound that I can hear.
I fail to do some everyday things, for example make bed or fold clothes. It is so hard for me.
I was bullied for 6 years in school, and I don't want this to happen again because of my off behavior and walking. Tics went very severe after I was bullied from 5th grade 2nd term to 6th grade end non stop. This bully was found to be very good person and it that it was all my fault because I said or did wrong things (I wasn't aware of them being wrong after some time).
I can't stand so many things that are normal for other people. For example it makes me angry when someone isn't wearing a shirt. I am not able to use same toilet with many other people. To avoid it, I do not drink before school at all, I don't think that I can be 8 or 11 months without food or water. There are many other things that makes me aggressive or angry at people.
I take quite many things literally (e.g in math I have done this twice: Teacher told us to write Pythagoras theorem, others understood it as formula but I started to write it in words). I have very poor decision ability, it is hard to decide between two things, I have to know background story to decide about something.
I got very bad short term memory, sometimes I put things in to wrong place. I can hold two items and I put them in to wrong place (e.g butter in to drawer and knife in to fridge). I need to get information about something one by one, if I am given it at once, I might forget it and stop listening at all.
If my routine is changed (e.g getting home later than planned), it can cause some kind of anger like thing in me, but I am able to adapt this, unless it is major change, then I am much more easily annoyed and made aggressive.
I do not remember anything more that I should write about. My questions are:
1) Are people with Asperger Syndrome taken in to military conscription?
2) Is it possible to fix that click noise coming from neck?
I had to make this post to make myself feel better, my tics went worse and headache came.