WolfOF wrote:
Living like this has become unbearable...I think people at work are talking about me. Plotting to get me fired. But they are nice to me? I have sh***y social skills so I probably don't know when people are trying to be my friend. It's getting harder to get out of bed and actually go to work now. And I'm constantly stressed and on edge. I just wanna feel relaxed and stress free but my mind is always running with these thoughts
best you can do at this point is do your job, and do it well. People can judge and talk about coworkers but NOBODY can argue against a job well done.
My coworkers probably think of me as all sorts of weird and they do talk about me a lot... they talk about me because they don't understand my aspie behaviors... like avoiding conversation, eyecontact, and my mannerisms... I think that will be a given for any aspie working around other people. This does not mean they will love you or hate you.. it just means you are different. Wether they like you or not will depend on how you treat them. nice/friendly/helpful when needed or competitive/rude/not being helpful