No motivation anymore

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When I go somewhere that has a mirror, I have to look away from it or I will start crying. This has been going on for years. But now, I've been avoiding speaking when I can, because I hearing my own voice also triggers these feelings now.

My therapist doesn't offer any solution to my problems other than to accept what I see/hear, since it's not fixable. How can I live in conditions like this?

Since there is no hope for me, I just have no motivation to do anything anymore. I just want to do nothing all day instead of work.

--kitty

I feel the same way, except that I do have nothing to do all day. It is even more terrible to have nothing to do all day.

keep trying. There is someone right for everyone. I have found many loves/lusts (I loved but didn't care if they did or not lol) and left them because I wanted better. Come to learn I love easily but have a problem accepting love from another. Good love is when you both love each other for the RIGHT reasons and I have found that is usually NOT PHYSICAL.

Er, this isn't a matter of not finding love, it's a matter of having an body that's in discord with your brain...