nerdygirl wrote:
Do you have problems with muscle tension?
Muscle cramps? Muscle spasms? Inability for muscles to completely relax?
I have started up piano lessons again and was having trouble doing what the teacher was telling me to do. After a time, I realized that I was holding the *tiniest* bit of tension in my fingers, but it was enough to cause me to play a note the wrong way. I realized that this was one aspect of the overall problems with muscle tension that I have.
I am prone to muscle cramps and spasms. I am almost never completely relaxed in my body in a normal setting, even when sleeping. Most of the time, I am aware that I am "tight" at least somewhere, even when I am not feeling anxious.
In lessons over the years, I have been told countless times to "relax", but it dawned on me last week that if one doesn't know what "relaxed" FEELS like, how can one attain that state?
Do any of you have similar problems? Is this an ASD thing, and how do you deal with it?
I go through exactly the same thing whenever I'm in the public domain, in whatever activity I'm doing whether it is playing sports, at social gatherings, giving public talks, or meeting new people for the first time. My muscles tense up and I struggle with my breathing and I have trouble communicating with people. I'm constantly told to relax by people who know me. My muscles tense up so much I often go into muscle spasms when I get home.