Ever get sick of your own body?

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Life is so stressful and overwhelming, it gets to the point where I get sick of the regular maintenance of my own body and functions. I....

Get tired of sh*tting (taking a dump, using an insane amount of TP to stay clean, having to interrupt whatever I'm doing)
Tired of always needing to eat - My body is a BOTTOMLESS PIT. Always hungry and/or thirsty. I am overwhelmed by the cost of food and energy required for food preparation. Sometimes it all just doesn't seem worth it. (I only speak for myself here)....

Yes, bodies are annoying, disgusting, injury prone, tiring, etc. Until we evolve into corporeal beings, you're just gonna have to learn to deal like the rest of us.

Yes, I hate 'needs'. I hate ailments too. And I especially hate allergies. I hate those 'necessities' that will keep me worrying for the future and what it might be if I become incapable.

It's keeping me from doing certain things. Especially if it needs a lot of time doing something non-stop. And more so when it's productive. And if I stop, I might forget what I'm supposed to do or not able to do it again.


Unfortunately, we're evolved/created/born like this and it cannot be reversed.

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Same. In fact, it's one of the things I hate about being around other people. I have a low tolerance for "neediness" and it seems like everything people do in life is based on this kind of insatiability. The need to eat, sleep, toilet, move, talk, reproduce, etc. On and on. To the point where I actually neglect people/things intentionally because I want them to "die" (go away).

I am constantly screaming internally STOP IT/SHUT UP/GO AWAY EVERYONE EVERYTHING/LEAVE ME ALONE plus profanities, insults and hatred of life in general. Everyday. Even when I'm home alone in a silent house. The ambient noises from traffic, construction workers, neighbors/windchimes, THE WIND OUTSIDE MY WINDOW etc drive me up the wall. Maybe I should invest in some noise-proofing gear, or go be a hermit.

Yeah I sound loony but swear I appear quite normal IRL

EDIT: of course, the real kicker is me irritating myself. But don't get me started on all that...

OMG nobody has ever brought this up but I hate to poo too! I don't take a lot of time though, I go once in the morning and it takes less than two minutes, but I always worry that I don't get clean enough back there after even though it's not usually messy. I end up looking at my rear end in the mirror in the bathroom so I know it's clean.

I don't like to eat when I'm not hungry, so I don't. I've always been like that. But I've never had an eating disorder or had a weight problem, so I'm happy with eating when I'm hungry and what I want and skipping it when I'm not.

I can't believe I talked about how I don't like to poo lol.

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Yeah, I have problems with weeing, as in- I don't realise how long I hold on until I'm busting, or I feel like I need to go all the time, which I then do- but nothing comes out. Depends on the situation and what type of anxiety I am feeling on that particular day. Then I get more anxiety about just the fact I have to go to the toilet and it's all such an effort. Actually sitting on the toilet sometimes I feel claustrophobic and dizzy, it's like I have to concentrate to wee, then readjusting clothes to sit right again, being properly clean etc

I have actually become quite dehydrated from not wanting to drink in order to not wee. Same kind of thing with eating...

I hate it. So much.

And, the way things interfere with things and "what's the point?" For example:

I enjoy painting my nails as I'm into beauty products. But, i haven't been able to do so for weeks while in this mindset/phase because I don't know when I will need to use my hands and I don't want to smudge the paint job. Stuff like going to the toilet, eating, getting dressed, washing hands, touching my hair, opening doors, light switches, driving, etc. Everything gets in the way of everything and in the end, my nail polish will only last a while then it will start to chip off and i'll eventually remove it- which means more effort. And what for? Nothing.

The saga of nail polish pretty much sums up my life frustration.

no.

i drink lots of water, and i have to go a lot. i don't care at all, make the bathroom the coziest place. there is a worry about that might happen if i become 'incapable', like edna said, but i'm not incapable right now so it does not bug me. to me, that is a bridge that will be crossed once i come to it, and i have quite some time.

everyone from the lowliest cambodian laborer to the british royalty, has to drop a deuce, wash themselves, etc every once in a while. if nothing else unites us....

i also try to not eat when i'm not hungry.

is there a particular food you do enjoy, a lot?

thanks for explaining.

i sometimes have to clean my lower retainer (built like invisalign) with toothpaste and a toothbrush but there's other ways to go about that...i'm sure invisalign can be cleaned with something like retainer brite, you take it off and put it into a cup of warm water, add a tablet and it effervesces. or other retainer cleaners can work as well. do you have invisalign on both lower and upper teeth? (probably not?)

i get that irritation, i had that too when i had braces. they delayed mine cos they wanted me to develop proper brushing habits first.

in my early days of braces, i had a "ridge" on the back of one of my bottom incisors that collided with my top teeth whenever i tried to close my mouth...hard to explain, but i couldn't chew, at ALL, then! i got it removed soon after, fortunately but i lost around 20 lbs in some short time without even realizing it.

Yes! I have been sick of it ever since my miserable excuse for a life started, but I won't have to worry about that, when I find a loaded shotgun.

Well, I am thin and people talk about me having a "high metabolism" which is annoying. I am not very attractive and being skinny is not a factor women love. I never put on any weight, so I assume I would have to work my ass off to build up muscles.

I'll give you about 30 pounds of my weight, then!