Hello Everyone.
I was diagnosed with Asperger's 6 months ago. However, I was misdiagnosed with ADHD ( when I was 7 ) 2 years before Asperger's was included in the DSM-IV. So far I've been unconsciously self managing my symptoms, basically suffering in silence for 22 years. The only reason I made it this far was getting my BA in psychology.
After my diagnosis, things got worst before I had the chance to start getting better. I was fired from my job of 4 years, denied unemployment, appealed and won, but I had to take an incomplete for the semester after concentrating on getting unemployment insurance. Then my grandma died on new years day. That was rock bottom for me.
Ever since then, I can't seem to do anything i use to enjoy. I can't write anymore, I'm always second guessing myself and currently, I'm trying to convince myself that I'm not an idiot so I can finally leave this bottomless pit of despair and depression. Sorry if that was a little bombastic.
Is their any hope for me right now? I have no idea how I should go about this. I found a specialist and so far it's been slow progress.