jkrane wrote:
I'm 19 yrs old and I started smoking marijuana when I was 16. I had Aspergers of course, and Depression, and Social Phobia. I was not diagnosed and I didn't know this at the time. I used Marijuana to cope with a lot of things: stress, boredom, chronic anxiety and to deal with my strong obsessions with certain girls at school.
A few months after trying Marijuana for the first few times, I began to smoke on a regular basis, soon, every day.
Because of the way my brain is wired, it is very easy for me to get addicted to drugs, and because of my Aspergers (which I didn't know I had at the time), it was very easy for me to get fixated on things. This made quitting Marijuana a nearly impossible task.
In university, I moved on to smoking hashish (resin from the marijuana plant compressed into chunks) which was a lot more powerful than marijuana. My behaviour become increasingly odd, I was frequently paranoid, having minor halloucinations constantly, having delusions and odd beliefs and I become even more isolated. I developed a drug-induced psychosis. I also developed a sensitivity to light and sound which I still have to this day. I developed intolerances to MSG, chocolate, various cookies, and a mild lactose intolerance.
After I got caught by my parents, I got treatment for my addiction and that eventually led to my AS diagnosis.
Marijuana and Hashish caused me to develop a lot of autistic behaviours and made my negative symptoms of AS worse. I believe that marijuana can worsen and intensify autistic spectrum disorders if smoked frequently over long periods of time. I am also at risk of developing schizophrenia and temporal lobe epilepsy so my brain was effected more severly.
However, I do believe that marijuana contributes to and worsens the sensory overload aspects of AS and also intensifies social awkwardness, paranoia, odd rituals, childlike behavior, motor coordination problems.
These problems do go away if the drug use is discontinued (i am 5 months clean and feeling great) and proper medications and therapy are included in recovery.
I hear that drug use is not common among people with AS or Autism, but I thought I needed to share this because I have Aspergers and I used drugs. Perhaps this will help others either stay away from drugs or quit if they are currently using.
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