lab_pet wrote:
I experience similar phenomena regularly....sigh. To clarify, I have been informed this is an autistic "meltdown," which is distinct from an ordinary panic attack. For me, my enhanced sensory modality is overwhelmed, plus massive stress, change in venue, etc. When I have a meltdown, I lose my verbal ability (I am nearly mute anyway) and, in a severe meltdown, I am basically incapacitated. My prescription, Clonazepam, is indicated for a mild seizure disorder. Although I am not an epileptic, an autistic meltdown may be a form of a petit mal seizure. Truly, I am uncertain of the implications of a meltdown. I just know, for me, this is sheer horror and I'm rendered exhausted from screaming, crying uncontrollably, and feeling disoriented (this probably is not the right word, but close). And, I take Lexapro to regulate my serotonin. Maybe your doctor could prescribe a mild anti-seizure plus anti-anxiety medication, such as my Clonazepam, or something equivalent? I do not mean to be instrusive or give advice (I'm not qualified); I am just relating what meds ameliorate my symptoms. I hate meltdowns. I wear a medical alert ID bracelt in the event I experience an episode in public where I am vulnerable and cannot communicate. I cannot know if what I have related on this post is applicable or helpful to you......good luck. Hopefully your doctor can guide you as to the appropriate treatment. I use a weighted blanket to calm myself after a meltdown too. Plus, there are techniques to reduce your stress and be aware of the precursors to a meltdown.
If you dialed your description down a few notches, it would be like mine. I stutter, scramble words, and may seem incoherent. Luckily it is pretty rare. It may have happened like 20 times in the past 10 years. USUALLY nobody notices because I try to get out of the area when I feel that bad. And nobody could day anything really requiring thought from me, because I don't even want to listen. I USED to believe this was NORMAL and simply that I was more sensitive to it, and my passivity "encouraged" the situation. So what is the difference between a meltdown and a panic attack?
Steve