I guess I have to say for all intents and purposes I am(Listen close, FIRST TIME I have said this!) an ATHEIST! I NEVER felt comfortable. Around 9-10 I figured FORGET IT! Later I said OK, I will try to REALLY believe. I ALMOST had myself believe it, and many others believed I believed. THEN, about 8-9 years ago I said FORGET IT! I've been in a church like 2-3 times since. I think I am THROUGH! HECK, even the idea of trying to meet any good friends there is pretty worthless. MOST are hypocrits ANYWAY!
Steve