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I'm in a really dark and lonely place right now. I feel like I can't connect with anyone and everybody hates me because of it.

Same here, you're not alone. I think many others feel the same. It's horrible. Sadly today proved my point, but my family just says it's their fault when actually it's not, but it's not negatively our fault.

Find your "awakening" and "Self Enlightenment. " Start learning how to play that instrument you always wanted to play. Research the topic you find interested in and become self mastered. Research Buddhist theories, even if you choose to believe in other deities. Occupy your mind with with education, music and more positive vibes are produced. You may find what you are concerned about today, no longer matter.

I think I'm in that same place Fraser. I wish I could make some lighthearted comment but none comes to mind. I know I'm too intense for people, I just don't seem to be able to change.

I'm sorry I disappoint people by not being able to connect with them but I do think I believe in fate. There must be a reason for my (and your!) existence.

Maybe we just haven't found our chance to shine yet. You never know what's around the corner. We've just got to keep our eyes open.

I think you're right. Sometimes I lose sight of this. Thanks

You're not alone in feeling this way that's for sure but that doesn't mean things can't get better.

On another note, I saw you're in Edinburgh, have you ever considered your local NAS group? I'm doing a project with the Glasgow group currently and it's a good opportunity to get out and socialise a bit

I'm trying to get myself involved with Number 6. I've only been a couple of times though and kind of feel like I don't fit in there. The staff seem ok. But I get the impression that other members don't really like me or want me to be there. Most of the members seem to be much higher up on the scale than me. Aspergers affects me, but probably not as much as other issues I have, such as Dyspraxia, anxiety and Depression. Those are the things that really kick my ass.

I feel like this a lot of the time. Am forever offending ppl but don't mean to. Always have some sort of turmoil going on in my life with people.