I'm Ready to Die

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Why is it that people can reply to my post, but nobody reply to me in The Haven forum, I only get one reply or 0 reply. I have no one to turn to, I talk to a couple of people online & living here in my town, but they are too busy to talk. I can't handle things anymore! I'm crying too much. I Hate living in my apartment & I Hate myself. I can go very mentally crazy, cuz I can't handle things. There are too much pressure in life, I'm so stress, I'm so overwhelmed & I can be my worst enemy. It's very hard living in today world, there more crimes in my town, people can get attack. I don't want to live to 60 & be all alone. I want to die, I'm daydreaming about how I'm going to kill myself.

Do you like playing games on the computer?

Sounds horribly lonely and stressful. Did something happen to make you feel worse?

I think that many people see threads like this, and they care, and they worry about saying the wrong thing. I don't really know what to say either, but I'm here to listen.

do not tell that to a mandated reporter

get a support group

get meds.

get a psychologist

read books about how to improve your life. autism, et cetera

You seem to be having a rough time there lately Kitty.
Is there no one in your life who can support you? Do you have relatives nearby? Is there a counseling service you could talk with?
I just put it in another topic, but I don't think getting few replies in this forum is an indication of any kind of attitude. Most people just don't know what to write, or how to be useful.
What would be useful to you that others here could do to help you out?
Hope you're doing ok.

I'm not much good with words, when it comes to the type of feelings you are experiencing, but, C2V's centiments/words of wisdom, I would, also, like to extend to you. And, I too, hope you are doing ok, Kitty. Bye the way, I'm not sure if this is the time or place to ask, but I am wondering how your earplugs have been working out for you. I hope, very well!

I'm extremely sorry to hear that you're not feeling too happy and I wish you the best of luck in feeling better. Although I've never been suicidal before, there have been times where I just wanted to fall into a coma and never come out. But then I realized long ago a way for me to always keep moving forward and actually feel happy about life and so I'd like to share this advice with you.

Focus what your passion(s) are and indulge in them for as long as you see fit. For me personally, I'm always indulging in my passions since that's just the kind of person I am. Some could even say that I focus too much on my passions and not anything else, but that's an entirely different problem . For me, playing music has always been my passion and it's the thing I want to do as a full-time career. It's the thing that always makes me feel happy regardless what the circumstances are.

Another thing you can do is have casual conversations with people (such as on this website), whether they're online or in the real world. You'd be genuinely surprised how comforting small talk can be when you're unhappy.

Anyway, I hope some of the advice I shared will be of some use to you and I hope you are able to find happiness again. If you ever want some help or just want to talk, you can always message me and I'd be glad to help .