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HughDYork
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01 Jan 2018, 9:21 am

Definition of taedium vitae
: weariness or loathing of life.
Merriam-Webstere

I've it. And i hate wake up every morning
Do you have this feeling?



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01 Jan 2018, 10:45 am

Yes, almost every day.



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01 Jan 2018, 11:02 am

I used to. I would describe it as "Not a death-wish, just a lack of will to live".

I still feel it sometimes, but it's gotten better since I started following lists and schedules. Now I don't just wake up to my own sh***y thoughts anymore, but to " step 1 - get dressed. Step 2 - eat breakfast... etc.". The soulless robot-mode isn't the greatest, but at least it keeps me from spending all morning in bed thinking "Oh s**t, not another f*****g day".



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01 Jan 2018, 11:18 am

ABZ wrote:
Yes, almost every day.

and day and night and morning and evening



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01 Jan 2018, 11:19 am

Embla wrote:
I used to. I would describe it as "Not a death-wish, just a lack of will to live".

I still feel it sometimes, but it's gotten better since I started following lists and schedules. Now I don't just wake up to my own sh***y thoughts anymore, but to " step 1 - get dressed. Step 2 - eat breakfast... etc.". The soulless robot-mode isn't the greatest, but at least it keeps me from spending all morning in bed thinking "Oh s**t, not another f*****g day".

I do the same. Yeas. Exactly the same