Joined: 28 Nov 2017 Gender: Male Posts: 287 Location: Ephesus
10 Jan 2018, 1:22 pm
I do it sometimes. I never do it when people are around, so no one knows I do it. I sometimes hit or bang my head (sometimes even just a steady pressure on the temples) because it feels like my brain isn't right and I have to knock it back into place. Like how you might smack and old tv to try to get it working is the closest analogy I can think of. It just makes everything feel much better. Anyone else have similiar reasons? If not why do you do it (if you do)?
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I hit it sometimes, and have banged my head on occasion. My legs/arms/chest take most of the brunt of the beating most often but I do hit my head sometimes.
Usually happens when I feel very angry, upset, frustrated or if I feel/have done something stupid.
Joined: 23 Feb 2010 Gender: Female Posts: 26,492 Location: UK
11 Jan 2018, 7:10 am
Before I went on meds I used to hit myself in the head during an outburst because I got so frustrated with myself. I didn't want to hurt objects, animals or other people, so hitting myself was the most logical thing to do. I haven't done that since I went on antidepressants though, because those meds help control rage outbursts better.
It's not just my head I used to hit when frustrated though. I'd hit whatever I was frustrated with, like one time I kept having diarrhea throughout a day and I hated it, so I punched my tummy.
But I do hate my brain more than any other organ in my body.
Joined: 7 May 2017 Age: 29 Gender: Male Posts: 152 Location: UK
11 Jan 2018, 8:31 am
I do it every time I have a meltdown which I don't get very often anymore. Or when I'm very angry, frustrated and confused. I also will hit myself in the head with objects too like my phone. I have done it so hard before it made me dizzy. Fortunately it hasnt happened for a while
Joined: 3 Sep 2016 Gender: Male Posts: 14,762 Location: UK
11 Jan 2018, 9:16 am
don't bang my head but used to punch a lot of inanimate objects ( doors , walls ) , for me it was just frustration and a total loss of control , my hands cant take the punishment anymore so I occasionally throw things to break them ( mobile phone , mouse ( digital kind )). I have anger management issues
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Joined: 28 Nov 2017 Gender: Male Posts: 287 Location: Ephesus
11 Jan 2018, 12:23 pm
Masakados wrote:
To silence the pain on the inside of my head.
What do you mean by pain? For me, when I say my brain isn't right its hard to explain. It could sort of be called pain I guess. Its like their is a pressure all around it. How does this compare to you?
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