why am I making this post?

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anyone know why I'm still trying to interact with people? as if this is even a serious question. there is no escape from useless existence in isolation.

You are still trying to interact with people because you want to. As for the reason why you want to it is probably because you are lonely. I could be wrong with my assumption though. This is just going off of why I used to always seek out social interaction. Well I guess technically I am doing that now, but I am doing it out of boredom rather than loneliness at this point. As far as your existence goes, why do you think it is useless? I just want your perspective and thoughts on what you mean by that.

You made this thread because somewhere in the back of your mind you know it isn't pointless.
You got responses. If you wanted proof that this wasn't a pointless exercise, look no further than there

There are some threads you might want to check out:

Friendship Board - 19 Onwards: viewtopic.php?t=58
Questions About You - viewtopic.php?t=26
Rants - viewtopic.php?t=28605

The opportunity to talk with others on the board, or to talk to yourself.

I don't know about the "know it isn't pointless" thing because I still think it was pointless. but it was definitely because I was still trying to interact with people out of loneliness. I just think that trying to interact with people is pointless. there is no end to the feeling of total isolation. but at least now I'm only a week away from leaving civilization. my life has been useless because all I've done is rely on destructive processes for survival so far and anything good I may have done with myself up to this point has been totally outweighed by the damage that I contribute to by eating food from stores, using electricity, using technology made from nonlocal resources, riding in vehicles, drinking municipal water, etc.