I don't know you from before, but I still will say welcome back.
I am in the same situation, I don't exactly relate to my diagnosis, and also know I'm not NT.
It's also why I don't tell people I have ASD, not because I'm afraid of what they'll think, but because I don't want to give people an incorrect impression of what the majority on the spectrum are like.
So what am I? It's a question to which I will likely never actually know the answer to. For now, I'll just say I am who I am.
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~Glflegolas, B.Sc.
The Colourblind Country Chemist & Tropical TrackerMyers-Briggs personality: The CommanderAsperger's Quiz: 79/111, both neurodiverse and neurotypical traits present. AQ score: 23 Raads-r score: here