Help explaining levels of friendship/relationships

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Can someone explain relationship depth? I heard somewhere that when you get to know a person you don't have to use the "mask", and I also heard that everyone has a mask, which means I should actually try to find serious friends now (after 10 years of avoiding this because the mask is exhausting. I want real friendships)

As I see it, it ranges from just meeting someone (where you practically flood them with social cues) to being in an extremely intimate relationship. I sort of designed the following list:

lvl 10: Seeing someone in public.
9: Cooperating with someone on something.
8: Conversing with that person on various topics.
7: Meeting the person somewhere.
6: (At this point you start removing surface-level social cues) learning deeper information about the person
5, 4, 3, I don't know.
2: very close friends, you are completely open, you require no social cues because you know them, and you and them do everything together. These are people you can die with in your 90s, that's how you know they are level 2.
1: Romantic interest (which has an entirely separate list, this is just the #10 for that list), where you are open to touching and shows of affection. Failing relationships will be like level 2 on the normal friend list. This is higher than 2 because your physical contact with 2 is not romantic/intimate, and level 5 or below on the second list could involve deeper intimacy.

So this is how I see it. It could be wrong, but it seems to be a general "spectrum" of friendship, ranging from barely knowing someone to being intimately connected with them. I've never reached level two or one (which is what I want but I don't know where to look, once I find friends I can try do that). I always get stuck somewhere at 7, even with casual friends. I am trying to get past casual and have people that want to do various things, not just go sit around and small talk. When I am in a surface level friendship, people do not want to do interesting things apart from going out somewhere or doing a single hobby/interest.

I feel that I've missed this my whole life and now I just realized there's actually what I see as a scale of friendship. Hilariously, this is much easier to do with a foreign individual, because their social cues are not the same, so that would be more like 6 levels. I've had several foreign friends as a result, but I want a whole range of people from my country as well as from around the world, and these friendships are hard to maintain.

Also, I can't really befriend anyone on here but does anyone want to practice simulating these "levels" if at all possible, and try to reach level 5 or lower if possible? I want to create a comprehensive understanding of the depth of friendship. I know it's not as easy as just categorizing it by number, but my numbers are simply markers on what I identify as a spectrum that is fluid yet obvious.

I don't care to categorize my relationships this way, but you go ahead. It seems like a very autistic approach to relationships. But for myself, the very act of measuring (or categorizing) a relationship reduces its genuineness.