I've always been described as an "intense" person. I feel certain things really, REALLY strongly. The feeling can be anger, happiness, or sadness, or any other feeling. Not all of my feelings are like this; I do sometimes feel "normally" sad, or "normally" angry. But when I really get the feels going? I don't know how to describe it. It's like energy is rushing through me, consuming my entire being.
I want to share this feeling of total emotional consumption, but when I try to express these intense feelings, people get really scared and look at me weird. They ask me to calm down. Take a chill pill. "Man, Kuzon, you're a really intense person. You might want to take it down a notch." I have never ever been able to properly communicate how I feel, nor have I ever been able to have another person share my intense emotions.
When I learned about Asperger's Syndrome, I thought "Oh! Maybe this explains it! Maybe when I meet my fellow Aspies. They will understand!" So I started hanging out with fellow Aspies. I was surprised to hear this.
"Man, Kuzon, you're a really intense person. You might want to take it down a notch."
*Darth Vader* "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
Am I the only who's like this? Am I just super intense, even for autistic people? Does anyone else feel things SUPER strongly? If so, let's talk. Cause I have so many intense things I want to get off my chest. Like my opinions on death! And the AVGN! And this one sitcom from the 90s! And, and, and, okay I'm done now.