I took several tests conducted by a psychologist recently, and after asking for a status these are his replies. I'm still not sure if I am autistic because he did not say "yes you are autistic." I tend to annoy people with my questions so after a couple replies back and forth I didn't reply again, but it's agonizing to wonder.
Also, at my intake he explained that the process may involve more testing than it did, and even though I knew that up front, I was surprised at my last visit he decided to forgo some of the tests. He said it was because he had everything he needed to make a diagnosis and they weren't necessary.
I've done my research so I already understand what he means by the "adapting better" and that some areas scored higher than others - it's a spectrum, I get it. Just confused about the bottom line - yes I have it or no I don't. I know I need to wait for the formal diagnosis, but additional insight/opinions may help me until then.
Doctor: "Thank you for your email, I have been considering the implications of the assessment and the various areas of your life impacted by the issues you have had to confront. Your score of the Gilliam Autism Rating Scale would indicate that you are in the 30% range of the symptoms that you experience. There are a couple of areas that are definitely impacted by the way you interact with the environment. I will get the report done by the end of the week. I will call to schedule a debriefing session as well."
Me: "Thank you. Are you saying I am or I am not autistic? Or is this part of the debriefing session?"
Doctor: "I am sorry, I should have explained a little further, you do fall under the category of likely being on the Autism Spectrum scale. You had some areas of high indicators. You have some areas where you are adapting better, yes we will discuss the results in detail."