Technic1 wrote:
Do you think you could handle having to be social and other people knowing your thoughts?
Yes and no.
I have a lot of stray thoughts that I don't neccessarily act upon or choose to believe in...they kinda float through my head and I then decided whether to ya or nay them.
The human brain can generate many thoughts that are really just b*llo**ks (to put it blunty), all you can do is learn to be able to filter them...
However, if someone else could hear every thought you had, would they be able to filter them in the same way that you do?
Many of my thoughts are compassionate and loving, but many are blinking insulting and rude...I get to pick and choose.
Unfortunately my autism means that I can often think (or sometimes say) something as an observation that others think is insulting. It was worse when I was younger...
Ie at age 9 or 10 I remember seeing my mother respond to a jokle and saying 'you remind me of a donkey when you laugh'...
Ouch! She became upset, I became upset, she was hurt, I hadn't mean't to hurt her, she didn't understand and yelled at me...
I hate being yelled at and I hate hurting other living things.
However, in my later years I have learned to filter things more effectively.
I don't take all of my thoughts too seriously...especially when I am upset or angry.
We live in a very egoistic over sensitive world.
On saying that, it does not help that I simply do not understand how others peoples minds work.