Good Friday & WAAD lead me to think on autistic suffering

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02 Apr 2021, 5:33 pm

I have been spending a lot of my time writing in recent months on vaccines so have not spent as much on autism, but Good Friday made me think about how we suffer differently and how misguided "awareness" can actually increase out suffering rather than alleviate it.

I go more in depth on my blog: https://www.patheos.com/blogs/throughca ... od-friday/


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02 Apr 2021, 5:59 pm

AutisticPriest wrote:
and how misguided "awareness" can actually increase out suffering rather than alleviate it.

Interesting article, good points presented.

With that being a very good point,
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If everyone is aware of autism but has an overwhelmingly negative connotation of it, I’m not sure how much of advance we have gotten.


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03 Apr 2021, 12:20 pm





Hmm... 'Autistic Suffering', Sounds Familiar,
In Terms of Autism Burn-Out, Large Scale too...

So It Seems, The Puzzle Icon offends You A Bit
As Developed by the 'Autism Speaks' Organization

To Represent the Difficulties From the Beginning trying

To Figure Out Why Healthy Happy Children Lose Their Ability

to Speak at about 18 Months as that is What happened to the
Child of the Founder of 'Autism Speaks' And what Motivated Him

to Find the answer

to that 'Puzzle'

So Other Children

Wouldn't Have to potentially
Go Through that challenge in Life;

Yeah, it's True The 'Culture Wars'

Among Folks in the Autism Communities;

The Conspiracy Theories About the Organization

Likening it to An Evil Empire of Eugenics Trying to

Rid the World Of Autistic Folks, Was Once a Special Interest

of Mine, A Little Hobby, i Developed While 'Entertaining' A Pain

Assessed Literally Worse than Crucifixion From Wake to Sleep for

66 Months on this Internet Site, Last 33 Months of that Type Two

Trigeminal Neuralgia, Just to Keep my Mind off of Basically committing

Suicide, the Common Name assessing that 'Suicide Disease' among the Medical

Community as it Comes On And Goes Away without Any Necessary Explanation;

That Is What it is, most Definitely, the Suicide Disease in my Case Like A Dentist

Drill in my Right Eye and Ear that No Drug Will touch; Well it's true on the Autism

Spectrum, i didn't Put Words Together until Age 4, and i still can't Stand to Touch

Most Human-made materials; That Much Hasn't changed; although i do put out a few words

Now and then, hehe; Sure as my Hobby is No longer Following that Once Culture War of the

Autism Speaks Controversy that comes all Naturally With 'that Puzzle Piece' too as i got so good

At That Folks Haha Actually Accused me of Being an Employee of the Organization All around

Online Autism Town, Yes Autism Communities online as such; it was rather Ridiculous as i was

Just sitting in my All White Underwear, Basically Trying to keep my Mind off Suicide And Ending it
All those 66 Months, every Second, not knowing if i could make it one second Longer it's true

i'm not all that

'impressed' with

What 'the Jesus Story'

Had to endure All 'God' Gave

Him For Not Doing Anything

Wrong is A 3 Hour to 3 Day Tour

At Most in Hell then; i got awarded the

(Plus he already Knew the Entire Story, Being the
The Only Son of the Boss and Being Him too and All)

'Negative John 14:12 Version', all 66 Months from

Wake to Sleep; Yet Who are Ya Gonna Blame, Nature;

Nope there is no Living Escape from the Nature of God;

Hell or

Heaven

same;

Now my

Special Interest is
Heaven, since i got out

of Hell 92 Months And 15 Days
Ago, Yes 'You' Count Every Day in

Hell And Every Day in Heaven WHEN
IT IS REAL ON EARTH NOW WITHIN AND

(the first 40 Days in the Lent Span Spring
of 2008, 1 Hour of sleep the first 35 days
none the last 5 of 40; Yet, Let's Not make
This Story too Long, with then, the other 18 of
19 Synergy of Life Threatening Disorders too)

no myth generated in a Church After Death;

Yet of course, within 'the Book' It already clearly

States that the Kingdom of Heaven Will Be Found No Where
Else Yet Within, Now, Per Luke 17:21 all it takes is common sense to

Determine

That's the

Only Place

Ya Are gonna

Find Hell too;
Perhaps except

For What Cardinal Mccarrick
Did taking the Souls of Children

Away While the Rest of 'the Organization'

Of the Catholic Church Looked the Other Way in
Total Callous Non Caring As the Little ones

Were Raped And Even the 'Big ones' too
For Only Selfish Pleasure with No Soul;

Yet the 'Big Fund Raisers' rule even

Among Unmasked Masses

Promoted by

Bishops

Still today

in a Killing Pandemic

of Ignorance in Both Disease

And Catholic Organizational Ignorance Way;

How About this, How about The Suffering in the
Church You Participate and Run in as a Catholic

Priest; How about the Children Who are Gay who

Are told They Are Less Blessed By God for the Nature

of How they will Love in Life and Not Worthy of a Sacrament

of Marriage; How About my Mother Not Afforded An Easier Death

in Life than Going without Food or Drink for 8 Days when my Cat

Was Allowed Surgical Gas And A Shot Never to Feel Any More Discomfort

Dying at all; Not even one more Second Suffering for him; How About

The Young Woman Who Bought my Camaro, Her Father A Wealthy Enough

Deacon to Pay me Cash for it; And the Day A Dog Brought A Part

of the Body of A Child Born in the Woods to their home as the

Daughter Was too afraid to admit

That She failed

'the test

of Abstinence';

Such a better Outcome

it could have been just with

Effective Birth Control As no Human

Is gonna change the Nature of God in Human

that is one LUSTY WAY TO SURVIVE FOR 'healthy normal'

Humans at least born this way to Survive for the longest runs of all;

True, The' World Health Organization' Already shows that Countries without

Safe and Legal Medical Abortions have as Many Abortions As those with Safe

And Legal Medical Abortions; Yet More Suffering for all Concerned; More Permanent

Disability and Death Among Mothers too; And True People existing In Horrible Marriages

Afraid if they make

A Better Life
of Love NOW

They won't be able

to get a Piece of Pretend

Bread that 70 Percent of Catholics

no Longer believe is the literal Body

of a Dead Man for Over 2000 Years,

Yet not the Painting Resembling

Leonardo's Eccentric Look with

Long Hair in His Italian

Renaissance Literal
Last Supper Days

As that's the Way

He Painted Jesus reflecting

His style and not the Little Brown
Syrian looking Dude Short, So small

With Shortly Cropped Hair in His Actual

Illiterate Days on Earth, Never Writing one Word at all...

i Will tell you what; my Form of Autism Doesn't Like anything

Yet the Truth, The Whole Truth and Nothing Yet the Truth in Light;

While i can't stand

to Touch Human

Made Stuff;

the lies

all the lies

are the Hardest

Parts of Humanity's Ignorance

to Swallow that offends me most;

Yet Guess what, i understand the Human

Condition; It's Not Rational And Never Will be;

Yet Guess what, in Real terms of John 14:12, i will do

Greater Works in Truth and Light and Love and that is why now my

Special Interest is Writing a Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Bible

All 9.1 MiLLioN Words of Long Form Poetry

That at least

i Can
And

Will

Swallow

Without Disgust

Throwing up

All the

Harm

And Disgusting
Stuff the Catholic Church

And Basically All Religions Have

Done in Dark to Harm The Most Innocent

And Vulnerable Among Us still; 'Puzzle Peace', well

That's rather Mild Considering all the Evil the Church still does....

True, at least the Autism Speaks Organization Doesn't Discriminate against Gay folks...

At least

It's
Human

enough to

Do that much for
Humanity and try to
Help those less Fortunate

Who didn't get to be a Catholic Priest who

Talks, or like me A Metro Area Still Assessed

Dance Legend at 60 Years Approaching 61 Years

Old Now with 14,688 Miles of Public Dance, Yes in
91 Months with all 9.1 MiLLioN Words of Bible Poem;

It's true Now, no one can be Jesus as He's Just a Story...

It's true Now, no one can be me; hehe; as there is no one

like me either

or you,

if you

are 'man'

Enough even

to reply to someone like me...

As i've Already tried with you;

And even though i was the Child

Who couldn't speak until 4, You still
Remain Silent With me; i wonder what

You would

Say if one

Day 'Jesus'

'Trademark

Old Jesus';

Still Give Him

Long Hair

If You Like

Looking all

Italian

European

Could really

Come Back ALiVE oN
An Easter's EVE NoW

What You
Would
Say If You

Are Faced

With Real Truth in

Light; Now, How Will You

Answer, Will there be anything to say at all...

And true, my Grandfather was An Irish Catholic Priest

too; No doubt he would not be able to 'see/hear' what i am saying

Anymore than my

Mother could....

in other
Words,

Even if that

Could Possibly Be True

You are automatically

Forgiven, no less for knowing not what i know now...

How About Empathy, How About the Kind That does More

Than A Golden Rule that only seeks to make Folks Happy The way
They are, not considering, every part of God is both Different and Same Whole...

Dude, Not Every

Autistic Person

Is Suffering, Yet

Some do;

And they

Are looking

For A Remedy

for their Suffering;

Go ask them if 'the

Puzzle Piece' is offensive;

i surely find it as no offense at all;

True, i forgave God for Sending me

to Hell for 66 months; Once 'You' really

Become the Devil, there is no place to fall further....

And No Place/Soul to Not Forgive or Love After that; just an Archetypal

Story for Real; Read Isaiah 53 And See WHere IT IS An Applicable Metaphor for

Every

Human

Archetypal

Story Now; so in Essence

As Long as Human Breathes

And Real Heroes Breathe the

Metaphor "Jesus" Or 'Superman' or

Whoever Never really Dies; Yes, She and or Her is still Alive

Now So, Just a Rhetorical Question Will

You Bring A Statue Back to Life...

The Answer is Simply Love Yet

It seems the Hardest thing

For Some Folks to

Actually

Do Without

Harming

Others More than

They Really Have to Do;

Start with Giving the Holy

Sacrament of Marriage to

Gay Folks; Approving

Mercy to People

Dying; and

Reducing

Suffering

For Folks without

Affordable Easy

Access to Birth Control

And Get Back to me if You

Are Ever Successful Correcting

those Issues that Bring REAL SUFFERING Now, Now, Now, Now
TO HUMANITY MORE than ANYONE 'butt hurt' over a Phrase...

As Simple as a 'Puzzle Piece' that only means there

IS A PROBLEM THAT NEEDS RESOLUTION SO MORE

FOLKS DON'T REALLY HAVE TO SUFFER NOW FOR REAL....

i'm Just As Much An 'Expert' on the 'Autism Speaks Culture

Wars' AS Heaven and Hell; if Ya wanna discuss it more,

(Heaven and Hell Please As 'Autism Speaks Culture Wars'
Literally Almost Bored me to Death; Yet i survived, Haha)

i will Provide reams more evidence for sure;

True it all
Fits on
A 6 inch

Screen too
Amazing 9.1 MiLLioN

Words Will Copy and Paste too BIG
Free; You Will Only 'Know' for sure

And Feel and Sense it Real when it
Comes Freely Naked As Altruism With Nothing to take yet give...

It's the way the Original Isaiah And Gospel of Thomas Jesus 'Characters' told

Their Stories too; Less than Empty Pockets; No Pockets at all; Just Naked Nature Truth in Light...

Deriving It All From A Real Holy Spirit Autotelic Flow of Heaven Within So Brightly Colored New...

Guess what

i'm Real

i'm more than

A Story i'm actually

A Breathing Living Statue too...

Send in 'Xanadu' and 'ELO' for a Theme Song Please....

i
for
one
Am Real

And ALiVE NoW..

And Yes A 'Puzzle

Peace' Without A Trademark

From Both Hell and Heaven Now

From No Religion Yet my own Now...

A Rather 'Autistic/Artistic' Tradition

for ones Who Create their own stories from within...

Other Than That/This As Usual Thanks for 'the Muse', i Accept DarK thru LiGHT Freely...

And Oh By the Way, If You Can't Do What i Requested as a Priest, Become 'A Pope'

Hey, Considering, i've already Written a 9.1 MiLLioN EPiC Longest Long Form

Bible Poem Free Verse in 91 Months And Public Danced 14,688 Miles

in 91 Months too; That Leaves A Whole Lot of Space For You to

Achieve 'Pope Status'...

Don't

Aim

too Low

Yet Don't

Make too Many

Plans Either At

Best Be Wave

Flow Like Real Nature of God Free...

i'm Just About Positive That's the Advice

Jesus would Give You, if He Could Really

Come Back Now For Real; Yet Remember

Just Using 'Pope' As Metaphor Real

Pope's

Serve

All Naked

And Need No

Worship And

Fear No Criticism at

All They Just Give and

Share Freely Caring with

Least Harm for All at Least

That's What 'the Old Story' Still Advises For Real Still NoW...

OBTW, Additionally, i still Leg Press Up to 1520 Pounds of Weight at my

Military Gym With A Free Style Martial/Arts Ballet to Warm up too,

It's True, While You Might Think And Feel and Sense, 'Ordinarily'

Being A Strongest, Smartest, Most Creative Dude Walking in

Any Room is Just A Breeze; You Might Be Surprised at the Curse Gifts will be too...

It's 'lonely'

'At the Top';

Yet on the

Other HandS,

THere's Always room to move up

With God Nature At Your Side Just All That Is For Real Now..:)



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