It seems to be more frequent lately - no spare coaches. I'm worried this may head for a redundancy and I can't afford to lose my job, plus I love my job. I can't cope working in supermarkets because of tantruming toddlers, and I can't work in an office because I find it hard sitting still in front of a screen. I do not want to work in hospitals or care homes because I have a fear of viruses that often circulate in those places. I don't want to go on unemployment benefits because of the pressure they put on you to take the first job that comes along, whether suitable or not, and then when you take it and have frequent panic attacks because it's not suited to your ADHD/ASD you're just told "why are you working here then?"
But there just seems to be no work for me lately. All the coaches are needed, and we should have spares but we don't. Having spares means one or two coaches can stay in the depot each day to be cleaned thoroughly, which is my job. It's a wonderful job for an Aspie/ADHD; no pressure, no customers, no screaming babies, no noroviruses or coronaviruses (if co-workers get covid it's easy to keep my distance and avoid it). But it can be exasperating if there's no coaches for me and I'm just wandering around looking for something to do, or just sitting there feeling really restless.
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