Dengashinobi wrote:
I scored 188, although it seemed overly simplistic to me. It's like somebody asking me if I am autistc and me replying yes.
Haha. That is exactly what I felt like while testing: an egghead professor asking the autist rote, stereotypical questions and expecting them to be able to answer them. Instead of asking from the point of view of us. I really struggled on some questions because I knew the mind and heart of what the question was getting at, but might not have felt it in the way asked. So do I answer it straight or through an interpretive lens? For example, the clothing questions. I very much choose clothes that are stretchy, and cover and contain my body well in a comfortable way. I don't like thinking much about it and am happiest if I have a few 'uniforms' to wear. Texture of materials bothers me some but not much. I know that is an autistic thing both ways. My mother had this thing about her bras whereby she had to actually sew in a piece of soft material to keep her bra strap from bothering her. She complained about it all the time it seemed like. Now I realize she is probably on the spectrum, which explains a lot about why she was a poor mother at many things. I am a poor mother at many things too. I also have been chastised by close friends/clients for not remembering the names of their babies or husbands, etc. Or for not really following social mores for interaction, ceremonies, etc. Is it my INTPness or my aspieness? Hard to know.
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